Hana-chan.......savvy?

I'd possibly get a lot of relief if I could punch you in the nose right now; just listening to it break.

Not gonna happen, god I'm weak. I always feel so justified with any argument I make (verbally or not) but ahh emotion, we meet again! You're not as pretty as I'd imagined. *flips it off*

I need sleep.



and money.

Oh my god can I kick you in the face yet?

BLAH DI BLAH DI BLAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

Meanwhile, i'm getting my next tattoo on Monday and i've been looking at fonts for it




it's going to be on the base of my neck between my two cat paws.....bit of Cheshire cat theme going on.

realllllll opinions please? obviously i'm going to make a few changes with it but i'd like opinions. before you start, don't say "DONT GET A TATTOO" 'cause quite frankly....it's happening and no one can change that :P I have thought long and hard about it.


- Bazootie Girl

Well I've been doing a lot...and not a lot of things. Isn't that the way it goes??

Sometimes you've just gotta learn to let it go....I'm not ready just yet, regardless of what people say. I'm gonna get it back. I know it.

Hello sun.

Here's some images that I took in L.A. hope you like them. i'm pretty darn happy.

http://fc02.deviantart.net/fs70/i/2009/364/6/8/My_Goddess_by_electric_ice.jpg
and
http://electric-ice.deviantart.com/art/My-Goddess-II-149248479

Just arrived in San Fran with Harmony. Mus will be meeting up with us soon and we'll go to L.A!!!!!

Excited yet oh so so sleep deprived....here's an example of our delirious state

Well, i've made camp at mum's place until I can look after myself again. I can't expect my housemates to look after me. today seems like almost the last day of Hospital in the Home. The Doctor says the IV anti's can stop today. woo!! my vein was beginning to get irritated >.<


Out of the wars. Taken after hospital. I still manage to be a loser :P

Continuation - read on if you're bored
One thing I've found more than amusing is Mum's insist on making me look "normal". look at the clothes she's put me in :P she's trying to take my piercings out, trying to throw out my black nail polish, she's thrown out my zebra shoes and trying to buy me crocks (WTF?)

she's even bought me white underwear.........i looked at her and went......erm.....ok? *chokes on tea* she doesn't have to be supportive of my fashion sense....but she doesn't have to waste her money on things she should know I wont wear.

So this is all just a bit funny but what's kind of irritating me now is she doesn't want to feed me carbohydrates. This morning she's talking about how if it's on the plate it doesn't mean I have to eat it. I turned around and went "Are you trying to tell me i'm overweight?" I didn't get a straight answer *rolls eyes*

Don't take me wrong, not like I don't appreciate her help in my time of need. it's just an observation which I find really frustrating. I care about this woman.....but her ways are stubborn. I've been so used to just walking away from it....now, I quite literally can not. I sit and deal with it and try not to shake her by the shoulders and say "JUST SIT THE FUCK DOWN AND RELAX WOMAN!!" because that's it's exactly what I want to do.


*puts arms in air* SAVE ME!!!!!!!!!! i'm going loopy!

Gotta run, nurses have boarded...I repeat, the nurses have boarded!!!

*sigh* leg not doing so well after all. had to get an x-ray yesterday *shakes fist* and on my feet at studio all day today..... eep 

I get my results on monday....if the bone's infected. off to the hospital for me. If that happens, there's no way I'll be able to complete 1st year photography. *sadface*

trying to keep my chin up. blue skies all the way.

- Bazootie

just take me a away for a while... I'd rather not deal with all the poppycock and foolishness going on with EVERYONE at the moment.

Some people are just so ridiculously dense sometimes that I feel dumber after listening to them.

I'm having a bitter moment.... oh yes guys.....AGAIN!

I've witnessed a few friends go through some revolting arguments with people lately. It makes me ill just hearing/listening to them because these arguments are not constructive at all and usually the person is not making sense. Their is an art to argument and these people fail spectacularly! An IQ of room temperature to give you an idea.

Bah! I'm really sick of seeing my friends falling. I just want everyone to kiss and make up.

I feel like i'm the only one who's still standing.....wobbling, but standing. It's strange to feel strong. It doesn't mean i don't hurt. I just think I've spent too much time crying in the past that I now have the ability to just keep going. I'm not sure how I feel about this yet, I automatically get confused when there's a period of time in which I feel like I need to cry and I just don't. I sit there holding my hands up to my face going "what?"

*shrugs* I just hope this is healthy and doesn't come back to bite me in the arse.

I'm coping.....I guess :P

As I began.....*cough cough* Que knight in shining armor!!! *cough*.......oh right, they don't exist. *sigh*

Hana-chan can has fairytale please?





KITTENS PLEASE!! ^_^

mmm...I'm feeling more alive/independent than ever. Here's a rundown:

- James and I broke up
- Looking at buying an apartment in the next month or so - yes buying
- Organizing a big latex shoot - picking up the latex for free yay!
- Getting flown to Adelaide for a billboard shoot and two fashion shoots this friday, coming back on sunday
- Looking after my mum's place for 4 weeks
- Took the cat to the vet - paid a lot of money for it.
- Need to take the dog too
- Uni and work fit in there somewhere

tis good to juggle...... stressful but good

hope everyone else is well. I miss the social life

well...end of an era!!

what now?

*taps fingers on desk*

update - click for link
contextual portraiture

one of my favourites

Yes, official Beserk images from the Fashion show are up. Posted today my birthday. Nice surprise and a great excuse for narcissism


Me - yes.....with dreads :P



*stomps on you*




Kirsten (love child of Marilyn Munroe and Angelina Jolie)


The punk Elissa


The tom boy gorgeous Steph


The Warriors!!!